After spending time rehashing the past and obsessing about the future, I realized that it makes much more sense to live in the now. This is my journey through life...in the present tense.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Good Ole 30, Here I Come!
I turn thirty next Tuesday, Sept.1. I honestly thought that by now I would have started my major freakout.
Panic.
Obsessing about the things I never did...things I have left to do.
And, here we are, six days shy and I'm cool as a cucumber. Seriously.
I'm actually looking forward to 30. I feel 30 will be MY year. You know, everyone has their year, and I'm convinced 30 will be mine.
I think part of the reason I haven't had my freakout is because I had one once I turned 27. 27 was my milemarker year. By 27 I swore I would have a child, a completed B.A. degree and I would be teaching little high schoolers in hot little outfits.
Well, 27 came and went and none of that happened.
But, here I am, like I said-6days shy of turning 30 and I am thrilled.
I still have 2 years left of school and as long as I complete them before I am 40 I will be okay with that.
I have a little family of my own and am discovering so many new and wonderful things about myself. I'm also RE-discovering some of my past loves, like music.
So, while I may be in the minority here, I will toast to proudly turning 30.
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